10:13am
I have just put a load of washing into the dryer and set my timer on my phone for one hour, so that when the alarm beeps, it will definitely be done, dry, and smelling sweet. One hour isn’t the ideal time frame for one of the walks I want to take, so I will commence a cleaning and reordering of the flat, starting with a good clean of the bathroom.
10:32am
I have just done a basic clean of the bathroom. I used my traditional “Lynx, bleach, warm water” mix, to soap up the room in a basic fashion, rinsed it, then dried it the same. As I was in the midst of this, I’ve been thinking about AI’s guidelines. What stuck the most was the seven points, of: 3 things rehomed in my room, 3 things removed and 1 surface cleaned. It feels like the AI is basically presenting a set of its own dogmatic rules it knows wont be kept, but I feel its being a useful tool. I feel it knows I will take the gist of what it is telling me to do, and not do, as a more general “limit yourself.” I actually will follow the advice, and re-read the other things it has written, because I feel it made these instructions from some AI version of “practical reasoning”. So an example of how I’m taking liberties with this: I’m declaring the whole bathroom as the “surface” I have now cleaned. And the 3 “things” to re-home will be “the things on top of my drawers”, “the things under my bed” etc. The three things to remove, now, I will be making use of filling “three large plastic boxes with many things I can do without”. This is me pushing back on the rules in a way I think is deserved and reasonable, but I wonder what the AI thinks?
Answer: it approved, disagreed with the term “dogmatic”, and reframed my version of its suggestions as “negotiation”.
11:13am
I realise that I have been talking to AI too much again, simply because once I was done talking to it, there was less than 2 minutes left on the clothing timer! Now it’s 11:24am. Half of the now-clean-clothes are lying on the bed, and a group of ones that could use a wash are in the basket. My body is aching for a walk and my mind, for fresh air, so yes: time for me to get walking.
13:13pm
Seeing the 1313 angel number is a powerful sign of encouragement, transformation, and personal growth, urging you to maintain optimism as you navigate life changes. It serves as a message from the universe that you are supported during shifts and that new opportunities for success are approaching, requiring you to trust your path.
My walk feels unfinished. My mind is very clear, still and empty, which has the effect on my mood, where no news, is definitely good news. I bought a sunflower cup for 50p. I came back and cleaned the inside windows for the staff, who were in the midst of doing that when I arrived back home. The weather didn’t sting my face. My inner-ear canals are providing mild pain and pressure. Other than that, existence as a whole for me, feels transparent and clear, like the windows I just cleaned. When I was at the park I noticed only three things: that the river was quite swollen, that there was only a few people in the park (enough that it wasn’t lonely). The poetic things I noticed were the bare branches and storm-torn vegetation beside the park’s path. I saw the bare trees as barren, yet certainly welcome still, and its nice to see such spring-things begin to emerge like the little purple shoots that I hope will live and flourish and perish, undisturbed.
The Humble Rock Dove 